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- Mood:
frustrated
Goodbye...
Thanks for everything you've done for me...
- Mood:determined
My wish is.......
To be happy...
Not taking ppl I love for granted..
3rd wish.. Increasing love with You..
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I miss you Ku kong.. ~~ I miss you wishing me "Happy Birthday"..
Finally, I can settle down in my thots and emotions...
Can't really sleep at home.. I will be awake in the middle of the night..
I guess I miss my granduncle..
Even when my exams are over, I'm still cannot sleep..
I need sleep...
I feel like a zombie in the day... yet awake in the night..
What can i do?
There's nothing I can do...
How about giving me extra time?
- Mood:
sad
Jan will be happy...
Jan will graduate in 1 1/2 yrs time without repeating any modules.
Jan's granduncle will recover soon..
Jan will have a frog prince who understands me..
Jan will have a better job...
Jan will get married by the age of 30-32
Jan will keep loving HIM till we meet in heaven..
Jan will remember the good things she is given..
Though everything is not perfect, Jan is still thankful for everything...
U are more precious to me than the person...
It's been a very tiring for me for last week. Having test drains my energy..
Other than just focusing on test, I got to deal with the "emergency"in the family.
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My heart is not at peace..
I'm trying to draw away the feelings.. but he is always there..
I tot i've gotten over.. and move on..
I'm reminded of the things I've said to you..
Pictures and words that I've drawn and wrote when I'm so in love with you at the beginning stage..
But in the midst of being busy.. I forgot abt everything..
Even to the extend that I've forgot abt the luv we shared..
You courted me again... yet I'm unsure whether we will work out till forever..
I'm touched by the luv yet afraid to give myself a chance to believe in you..
You seek after me yet I'm hiding..
You never give up on me once... Waiting for me at the same place where I first met You.
Now it's my turn to seek after You..
I believe in you but I dun see things happening for me.
Maybe it's time that I will seek it for myself..
In the midst of growing up, I've learnt to be independent.
And now I decided to be independent for myself.
I no longer want to to depend on you for my own life..
Maybe I'm being cast aside by you while you are so busy with others life by creating miracle for them.
And I think i will not want to believe in anything but myself."
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Very Often, This is how I feel.
But at the same time, this is the statement I've been fighting in my mind.
In terms of life, family and love relationship, I've to fight against this statement in my mind.
It's the battlefield of my mind.
There's time that I won and also lost to it.
I will never want this statement to take control of my life.. never!!
No matter what I will believe and trust the One Whom loves me.
It's because I Chose to Believe In U..
- Mood:awake
GONE SO YOUNG - Amber Pacific
i Lost Any Chance For Me To Say
to Say That I Miss You, Say That I Love You
will Someone Please Tell Me I'm Okay
I Wasn't Prepared For What's To Come
a Life Made Of Memories Gone So Young
and Now I'm Regretting All I've Done
but In Your Heart You Know That I'm With You All Along
wherever You Go, I Will Be Waiting
whenever You Call, I Will Be There
whatever It Takes, I'll Make Your Darkest Days So Bright
i'm In Your Heart Tonight
i Never Thought That This Could Go
and Take Me Away From All I Know
and Leave Me To Think I'm On My Own
but Your Love Will Take Me, You Were The One...
...Who Sat Through Nights
you Held Me Tight
and Made Sure I'm Okay
and I Thank You For The Love You Gave To Me
wherever You Go, I Will Be Waiting
whenever You Call, I Will Be There
whatever It Takes, I'll Make Your Darkest Days So Bright
i'm In Your Heart Tonight...
tonight...
wherever You Go, I Will Be Waiting
whenever You Call, I Will Be There
whatever It Takes, I'll Make Your Darkest Days So Bright
wherever You Go, I Will Be Waiting
whenever You Call, I Will Be There
whatever It Takes, I'll Make Your Darkest Days So Bright
and If I Should Fall, I Know Your Waiting
and If I Should Fall, I Know Your There
if Ever You Cry Just Know
i'm In Your Heart Tonight...
i'm In Your Heart Tonight.
- Music:Amber Pacific
These lead singers all so GOOD LOOKING~~... LOL
Nice songs to me..
It's PG.. parental guidence... Pls note..
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haha~~~
I'm very happy with my result. The grades I get is not what i've expected. It's beyond my expectation...
I pass my Maths module with a grade i never expected it. I guess i did well for my 60% weightage paper.
Better than my mid sem test...
I'm Happy with all the result...
So happie~~~
- Mood:
relieved
It's been so hard for me.. I've to keep in a "hush hush" mode when i know abt it...
Finally can see the Light of it....
Yeah~~~ I'm going to get the book like what we've promised..
I shall fulfilled the promise so tat I will get attached soon too~~ (months to come) *wink* ;)
LOL..
Answer will reveal in time to come....
I shall not comment..
Juz look out!!
- Mood:
bouncy
I know I can..
Good friends are always good friends...
no stepping beyond this line..
And I Shall not step into the boundary..
I will close the door of my heart..
I'm struggling with myself again..
My self-esteem is hitting on me again!!
I've already do your best for the Maths Paper... It's 60% weightage for this module.
Whatever the result be, I've already fight till the end le..
After exams, I'll want to juz go spend time with the friends I feel most comfortable with..
I miss going to movies..
This is my CCA pic when I'm sec one~~
haha....
Can find me??
If you happen to read this entry...
*at least MSN or sms me...*
How are you?
It's been quite long since we had our meet-up..
I know u are busy la.. busy with ur work and UR commitment.. Hee..
Got loads to catch up with you.
See ya soon my friend..
Happy Chinese New Year in Advance..
Hope to see ya soon Mr Yang..
- Mood: bored
