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I know I'm really been impacted and touched by the love of my ABBA.

Whenever I call out ABBA, my heart skip a beat. He is the one who love me as who I am. He is the one whom make me secured in His arms.

This love is irreplaceable with any human relationships,most expensive gadgets, clothes and shoes. This Love is so precious to me. I know I wouldn't want to break His heart.

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Mar. 7th, 2012


I felt sad on 6 Mar. I cannot describle this feeling..
I only know that I can't sleep.

What am I afraid of? Future, Family, afraid of being single for all my life, loneliness?
Or is it my past?

My heart felt so heavy and I can hear my heart pounding hard to keep myself alive..

Are U with me? I tot I will be ok after praying b4 I sleep..
Yet I'm awake at 3pm and feeling even more depressed...
I feel so grieved that I cry ...
I'm breaking down..

What am I suppose to do ?

Jan. 24th, 2012


Let's get focus.

Get driving licence...
Be happy with myself
Forget all those so called " friend" whom shown attitude ...
Save as much as possible
Be slimmer...
Got jogging everyday...

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Jan. 24th, 2012


Let's get focus.

Get driving licence...
Be happy with myself
Forget all those so called " friend" whom shown attitude ...
Save as much as possible
Be slimmer...
Got jogging everyday...

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Dec. 6th, 2011


I feeling very inscure..

Honestly, I feel that I isolate myself more...

I become quieter, anti-social and getting more bochap.

Nov. 17th, 2011


New job , new place , new ppl and higher expectation.. I'm going to move on..

I'm going to do my best ! I'm going to fight for my future..

But I know my future is given by U!
No matter what, I know U r there!

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Nov. 11th, 2011


I need to suppress the feelings for him!

I dunno whether it's just me who felt this much..
I'm really afraid that I will like him more..

I juz hope I can forget him b4 he find out.

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Sweet to Bitter


I'm back to my cave mode~~

I dunno who can I talk to now.
I only know that I cannot trust anyone..

I hate the feeling of being "force".

It's difficult to say "NO" to friends I luv.. Yet they take this as an advantage as a form in making decision.

I'm so afraid in trusting ppl now and even God.

All the things I've given.. 
Where are U when I need the most?

Sep. 26th, 2011


Waiting is the most tormenting moments in life.. Especially when u see ppl can get it easily..

I can't help but asking myself the reason..
Why can ppl get it so easily? Yet I've Never Never get what I want..


Since young, What I hope and wish for never come true or never once is mine...

Am I forgotten?

Nov. 29th, 2010


I feel hurt...

I think I'm forgotten by ppl whom I care..